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[28 Nov 2006|11:36am] Myspace Profile - If you're a friend, add me. The email address I use is cementkitten@yahoo.com. If you can't add me, then message me and I'll add you. post comment

[28 Nov 2006|11:28am] [ mood | happy ] 1 comment|post comment

[30 Jul 2006|11:05am] [ mood | crushed ] Happy Birthday, Charlie I am looking forward to looking backward one of these days 2 comments|post comment

[17 Jul 2006|10:49pm] [ mood | contemplative ] Come on girl Let's sneak out of this party It's getting boring There's more to life than this It's still early morning We could go down to the harbour And jump between the boats And see the sun come up Sample : There's more to life than this There's more to life than this There's more to life than this I could nick a boat And sneak off to this island I could bring my little ghettoblaster There's more to life than this But then we'd have to rush back To the town's best baker To get the first bread of the morning There's more to life than this. Sample : There's more to life than this There's more to life than this X4 (Lyrics by Bjork) Just wondering what more to my life there is. post comment

[26 Jun 2006|05:05pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | Pearl Jam ] I've been thinking some more about what happened today and the more I think about it the more upset I become. It's not so much the uncertainty of what is going to happen next. It's the realization that I've been under the impression that I live something of a "charmed" life. Whenever something bad would happen to me, something equally as good would always happen at/around the same time. I've become used to this and so whenever something bad happens I just sit back and wait for that something good to come along. The more I think about it the more I realize that if I would have taken an active role in my life then those "something bads" might have never happened. Instead of living my life I've been allowing "fate" or "God" or whatever to direct the flow of my life. One would think that I would've come to this realization after my brother died. But I admit to thinking, "Ok, this is bad so something is going to make up for it", when in reality there is nothing that could make up for the loss of my brother. Granted, there are some things that I can't control - like the death of my brother or my husband's actions. But there have been plenty of other things that I could've done in other situations that maybe I wouldn't be where I am today. Pearl Jam put it best - "Saw things so much clearer, once you were in my rearview mirror". But the question is after 29 years of living, how do I do it differently? 1 comment|post comment

[25 Jun 2006|09:56pm] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | Faith No More ] I've been looking through LJ and Myspace to see if I can find any graduates of my highschool class and attendees from the few years I spent at Herron. I don't really know why I'm looking for these people - there isn't anyone in particular that I'm looking up. I'm just curious to see where these people are at in their lives and how they compare to mine. My 10 year highschool reunion was last year and I didn't have any desire to attend and now I wish I had. I've actually signed up at classmates.com to see if there is anyone that I recognize. My highschool was so big and I was so unpopular that I didn't know very many people. I've been feeling oddly nostalgic for a few months now. My best friend BB moved out to Cali a few years ago and she is coming home for a visit on Friday. We always talk about the old times working at Meijer and hanging out in Broad Ripple and the stupid shit we did. Things have changed so much since then that sometimes it's hard not to miss the old days. If only I knew then what I know now... post comment

[25 Jun 2006|09:27pm] [ mood | amused ] post comment

[22 Jun 2006|03:18pm] [ mood | aggravated ] Yeah, I did it.  I sold out and added advertising to the side of my LJ so that I could upload more icons.  And now I'm getting some funky Internet Explorer error and I don't think there is anything that I can do about it.  Well, other than contact LJ and we all know how well that works. post comment

[21 Jun 2006|03:01pm] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | Tori Amos - Silent All These Years ] Excuse me but can I be you for a while My dog won't bite if you sit real still I got the anti-Christ in the kitchen yellin' at me again Yeah I can hear that Been saved again by the garbage truck I got something to say you know But nothing comes Yes I know what you think of me You never shut-up Yeah I can hear that But what if I'm a mermaid In these jeans of his With her name still on it Hey but I don't care Cause sometimes I said sometimes I hear my voice And it's been here Silent All These Years So you found a girl Who thinks really deep thougts What's so amazing about really deep thoughts Boy you best praya that I bleed real soon How's that thought for you My scream got lost in a paper cup You think there's a heaven Where some screams have gone I got 25 bucks and a cracker Do you think it's enough To get us there Cause what if I'm a mermaid In these jeans of his With her name still on it Hey but I don't care Cause sometimes I said sometimes I hear my voice And it's been here Silent All These... Years go by Will I still be waiting For somebody else to understand Years go by If I'm stripped of my beauty And the orange clouds Raining in head Years go by Will I choke on my tears Till finally there is nothing left One more casualty You know we're too easy Easy Easy Well I love the way we communicate Your eyes focus on my funny lip shape Let's hear what you think of me now But baby don't look up The sky is falling Your mother shows up in a nasty dress It's your turn now to stand where I stand Everybody lookin' at you here Take hold of my hand Yeah I can hear them But what if I'm a mermaid In these jeans of his With her name still on it Hey but I don't care Cause sometimes I said sometimes I hear my voice [x3] And it's been here Silent All These Years I've been here Silent All These Years   post comment

[20 Jun 2006|11:44am] [ mood | complacent ] Caramel Frappuccino Creative and expressive, you tend to match your Frappuccino flavor to your mood. And a flavored syrup is always a must! What Flavor Frappuccino Are You? post comment

[19 Jun 2006|02:24pm] [ mood | mischievous ] [ music | Tori Amos ] post comment

[16 Jun 2006|10:18pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | The Cure - Staring At The Sea ] I think I want a new domain.  I've had cementkitten.com for a long, long time and I'm really getting tired of it.  It might help if I change my layout.  Or maybe I just need to start fresh.  These are the following domain names that I've considered: trollboogies.com girl-germs.com mommyblogger.net fatgeisha.com lazymommy.com chunkymunkey.net That's all I can think of right now.  I'm kind of partial to trollboogies.com myself. post comment

[16 Jun 2006|03:56pm] [ mood | melancholy ]    It's been 6 months and yet it's still not real. 2 comments|post comment

[16 Jun 2006|02:52pm] [ mood | happy ] Pieces of Him and Me Only the good pieces I've never noticed how Pretty they were on Me But on Them it's beautiful 3 comments|post comment

[16 Jun 2006|02:36pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | The Police ] I went back and deleted all of my old entries from 2002. No point in clinging to a "me" that no longer exists. 2 comments|post comment

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